So I set off to Aacura' for the night then we'll both head to Kita tomorrow morning!

Can't Wait!!!!

luv luv
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Once again I clean forgot about this thing >.<

So i'm tottaly not on here to avoid doing an essay on a Boris Mikhalov... (look at his work you'll now why i'm not wanting to do this essay)

Well Kita is Very soon, in fact less that a week away! i'm gonna be heading to Aacura' wednesday afternoon/night the crashing there and then we both have a bus to catch at 8 in cardiff, gladly not as early as we normally travel! =D
We should get to the hotel by about half 12 ish... and then we will crash -_- or get dinner =D

Hopefully Rosie will be crashing at mine tonight (get well soon hun) and tomorrow a group of us are meeting up for a photoshoot, with Emily as out photographer (much love to Xemnas!) we will hopefully get some good Gin/Hitsu pics done since there isn't enough love for that pairing =P

My god I finish my first year of uni soon! =D it's gone waaaaay to fast! Hopefully i'll get onto the second year ^_^;;; (should prob do the essay)

I'm still single -_- but i'll live, I have plenty of amazing friends who needs a boy friend!

I still dislike my house mates, the boys more at the moment since they owe me money!

Luv luv
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So i've fianlly found a new house to move into for my econd and hoepfully thrid  year ^_^ it's so pretty, look like a victorian cottage, all the rooms are massive! and the kitchen is amazingly big! oh oh and a lush BIG back garden ^_^

My house mate is driving me insane, I can go home with out her ringing me about one thing or another, last straw was rining me last night, to get me to ring the land lord to let her into my room so she could "Fix the internet" The net is FINE PLUS she has no idea how to fix it anyway she's never had internet she has no clue how to set up andcheck a modem!

uh brb....

sorry started filling in my tendasy form... the rest confuses me ^_^;; 

Ok so I have an essay to re do *pout* and a blog to get done for uni maybe 2 or 3 to make up for missing his lectures... (It's not fair he's a hot tutor so i work more because i feel bad o.O)

Once i'm not so bogged down with work and money trouble and all the forms for the house are done... and oh when I get a JOB! (SOMEONE HIRE ME!) i may start dating again... *shrug*

luv luv
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I feel the need to rant, feel free to ignore this!

 

Gone Emo brb!

 

 

There is a reason I don't like the phrase “If at first you don't succeed, try and try again” because it never specifies and what things you should keep attempting. For Example, if you fail first time round at an essay then by all mean sit it again, you'll most likely find it easier, While if at first falling in love for the first time hurt you like hell, trying it another time does not mean it will be easier that time round! If anything it become worse, first betrayed, second used and third IGNORED!

 

Once again I believed I could fall in love and maybe this time it would work... i'm a fool. How could I possible think this time would be different, that i'd finally found a guy who liked me and would finally keep me safe. What's worse is I fell in love with a friend.

 

I've gone from days dreams of finally having a healthy relationship! To the second someone asks me how things went I become bitter and short tempered... and now I face having to forget I ever liked him that much, so that next time i'm with all my friends I wont act odd! GOD DAMN IT!

The only different thing about this is i'm not sad , i'm just pissed off.....

 

It really is easier to be single but so fucking lonely ¬¬

My hand are now bright red after dyeing my hair, I had only just all the blue off from aacura and Rosie' hair =P

Right it's been a while since I updated this... sorry!

Uni is going ...ok it's pretty crap, my tutors are hopeless i don't like anyones work if it;'s not liek their own making my coures a living hell! theory is going ok but i know i'm gonna fail my first essay >< I've also failed Video but i'm not to botherd about that seeing as i hardly counts for anything in my grades, hopfully i'll get ceramics or sewing next!

Money is low at the moment, and today I pay my rent of something like £840 ¬¬ for a house I hate living in! Hoepfully will be moving next year! I;m off to boths Expo Kita and Alcon this year! So I really need a job! Hopefully i'll get one soon ¬¬

Other than that things or ok, well i want to kill most of my house mates!

Right i have to wash this dye out >.< my shower gonna look like something from a horror movie =P

luv luv

xxx

Oh my I forgot about this ^_^;;;

Expo was awesome! Can't wait till next year! I am working on a secret cosplay but shhhh lol.

I have my Kitacon tickets book and a hotel booked for myself, Aacura and Grace. Need to book travel but that worries me because I have no idea what i'm doing and I don't think my bank account could take it just yet lol.

I will be at the CC Christmas meet on the 21st as well as going to the London one ^_^ may try and fix Axel... he's in a bit of a state after expo

Uni is going... ok, the photowork is fine little stressful, what stressing me the most is the written work o.o I meen my god! Why did I pic image fact and repriation as my theory?! lol

Love life.... *a small village blows up* ...*cough*

House work isn't any fun, although Hats off to Jane (house mate) for doing most of it ^_^;;; she's a doll... unlike the boys ¬¬ lol

Life ok at the mo, slowly working on diffrent parts of it...

Yea this is what was on DA ^_^;; I'll get back into useing this again soon!

I have neglected you once more....

So at the  mo i'm still useing the uni libery for the net *pout* Virin will come and install out internet on the 6th of november!

Last few days have been insane! Work is picking up at uni wish is better, although I am falling behind with my visual journal... as in I haven't started it yet ^_^;;;  and it's due in tuesday ^_^;;

Going out last night didn't help really, but it was soooo much fuuun! Matt come over and stayed the night too (don't ask what going on with the two of us I have no fucking clue) he slept in my bed with me wich was nice (heads out of gutters plox we just slept!) got to cuddle up and now know what Jane was talking about, already miss cuddling him!

so today is my day off, figured I could do with updateing things and shiz aswell as a little research! off shopping AGAIN later for some things I need and something I want =P as well as things for EXPO OH god it's close! But I have my tickets and money for rosie at the ready ^_^ just need to pack fight off this tiny cold and convince my tutors that i'm not disaprearing for a weekend for fun << >> me and Dave totally have food poisoning, k?

Right I am starving! havn't eaten yet as I woke up later than I wanted to (damn those cuddles)  

oh oh this weekend for Aac' and valeo b-day meet I shall be Ruka again! Havn't worn her since expo so I figured id pull her out =P she'll also be coming to expo with me along with axel if I get around to styling him and find something to wear with him and also not Forgetting Rufus!!!



Reno your ass is mine!!


Luv luv
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Right so due to lack of Internet I have not been abel to update as I got along with the uni updating shiz =P

So

Sat: I moved in, had to wake Jane up (bless her) to let me in as the land lord was not there yet =P while my mother went back to the house to get the second load of stuff while I unpacked ^_^ by the time she arrived I had unpacked it! Once the second load was unpacked mother took me and Jane shopping for foods then left... enter choas, After Jane went to work I had a panic attack... and hardly slept that night.

Sun:  I woke up feeling like crap lack of sleep feeling sick and not feeling like eating at all... so like a mummies girl I am I rang my mother and cried down the phone, once I felt a little better I took a shower got hold of Dave and met him in town and so we headed to the BEACH I can walk to a beach tis awesome! I calmed down and was feeling a lot better but still not up to eating, onc eI got back to the house I hung around with Jane who was now awake after her 10pm - 5am shift *hug*

and then at 5pm enter the boys all three of them moved in >.< they're nice.... the one who is upstaires with us is lovely and the one down down stairs is sweet although not talked to him much, then there is the other... the third... who's room is under mine... who SNORES LIKE A DOG, Who does not like me and I do not like him ¬¬

We watched dirty Dancing in memory of Patrick (She didn't know he'd died till I mived in a told her LOL) after that I ate some pasta then headed to bed and slept amazingly well.

Mon: Got up ON TIME! at 7 showered dressed ate then waited for Dave to show up at the house then the three of us walked to uni! Fun day getting to know everyone ^_^  the afternoon was spent shopping and getting to know the town then headed back to the house to once again watch a film with Jane then bed ^_^

Tues: much the same as monday, but with enrollment! that was fast and easy my kind of enrollment! once again the afternoon was spent hanging around the house and then watching a film and headed to bed.

Wed: yaaay~ .... can you feel the sarcasm, Crit is not my fave part of uni at all... I hate the way they tare a pictures down till then is nothing left of it¬¬ I stand by my belife that art is to be admired and looked at not analysed and torn apart.  theeeeeeen I stomred on home, Jane took the day off as she was feeling ill from lack of sleep but was now up and in the kitchen was the boys and Jane chatting, so I threw down my stuff grabbed a drink and ranted for a bit then said sorry and chatted for a while then threw on my PJs and watched Kyo Kara Mou for a while, (I grabbed the chance to watch it when I can)  then once again watched a film with Jane then headed to bed.

Thurs: FEILD TRIP! to Rhosiili beach where we took black a white pics frollicked in the sea and got drenched!  so much fun was like being 4 again!

Fri: .... I hate developing film... hate it more when I do it all to find out the camera is borked and didn't take the pictures!!!!! have to re do the shoot now before Monday ¬¬  That night was MEANT to me Masqurade night, got dressed up and all got the the club too then fail cake happend, Jane had forgotten her ID and Bouncers are ass holes... she 20!!! it was student party! Everyone was going to be over 18! so she went up her friends and I got a lift of another friend since Dave pretty much abandoned me for his mate from his dorms ¬¬ so I put on my PJs got clean up and watched Labyrinth, because i wanted me some Goblin King, then just as I was falling asleep JAne returned with an army of guys lol, so I sat in her room with them all and chatted, but feeling really tired I headed to bed, the bioys left soon after.  

Sat: (Today) I woke up feeling rather like I did sunday, I spoke to Rosie on the phone and made up my mind to go home for the night as I was really home sick, so rang mother told her i'd bethere in about 2 hour so I set off! Got Bus (Trains weren't running) to cardiff got a drink and something to eat and got the bus home, walked into the house sat down and cried.... just cried.  once I came back to my senses me and mother went out looking for a new film camera only to fail come home and get one from the glory that is ebay! and now I have stolen mothers laptop so that I made feed my need for the internet!


umm long enough?
Sorry

I MISS PEOPLE! and internet and tv and stuff! I miss my mother cooking too lol =P

Now to watch mock of the week!

luv luv
xxx

So I move tomorrow!!

Almost everything is packed just a few more little things! Sadly the house doesn't have internet *pout* buuuut Valeo' dorm will so after sunday i'll go attack his dorm and steal his net intill we get the net sorted in the house =P I also need to buy my TV licence soooooon!

I shall miss you all babbies! See most of you at the end of the month for birthday meets and shiz and then EXPO!

luv luv
xxx

So this is my last week at home ^_^ and it still feel strange to think that after 16 year of living here i'm moving out. Jane moved into the house yesterday and i'll be joining her next satthe Dave moves into his halls on the sunday, then monday we inroll ^_^
I still have things to sort out before going, like that damn project. Still waiting on stuff to get here to take with me, like my dark room stuff =P, i'm praying the house has internet or atleast that we're aloud to so I can get Virgin installed! Also need to buy my TV license soon.. and get a new passport...

Then get everything ready for Expo o.o it's not much, just clean Rufus up and get EVERYTHING for Sebastain... I'm going to HAVE to look for a job in Swansea, was planning on doing it anyway so that I could pay my rent =P.

Gah! i'm gonna be paying rent and bills soon o.o this will be new o.O

I'll try and keep updating this during freshers to let you all know how i'm doing in uni =P and i'll stay more failfull to my LJ.

luv luv
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